March

kidarineun gil.

So.. I’ve been trying to write a fic. A relaxed, happy, contented feel. Of any of my not-so-secret OTPs.. but I failed. Like. Seriously. I think it means I haven’t been reading enough good books. Words have started to leave me. T-T

Japan is pretty much not confirmed. Still the same status as what it was back in March/April, just a different agency. They’re supposed to be able to finalize whether the group we’re in is confirmed to fly or not by next week. Till then, I think I won’t start thinking properly about the trip. Yet. Just in case, you know. I’ve had acquitances with broken dreams way too much that the pain’s almost familiar now.

Won’t be buying NEWS Diamond DVD anymore because the now-canceled LE I pre-ordered previously has no difference in content than the RM20-cheaper RE. As I have somewhat given up on figuring out how to play Region-2 DVD on my desktop, I think I’ll just save some RM300 and wait for the DVDrip to come out. *coughs* For now. Once I recovered from my internal economy decline, I will stalk HMV. Need to show Johnny oyaji-sama that NEWS fans are still alive and kicking to support the boys! ._.;

As to why I’m writing in this now-dead blog, I’m not sure myself. I just need an outlet.. and I kind of miss writing. LOL. ^^;;

2 comments October 8, 2009

willow.

2009.09.24 4:46PM

the old tree smiles softly seeing the fallen leaf embraces a growing seed as it nurtures the need selflessly and finally disappears completely of its former being. when a tiny sprout heaves its first glorious flutter to greet the sun, the wise tree nods in a warm breeze as it recognizes the familiar scent from the late fallen leaf, knows that it understands now how it helps when it decided to be less selfish than most, and how one could bring forth bigger effect than expected with that. as the moon taps its rightful seat for the night, the willow closes its eyes, anticipating stories from the gentle wind of distant mountains and songs from the sea through the murmur of the flowing river.

September 24, 2009